Are we all more or less Carrie Bradshaw?

While we shout directions at Carrie and get frustrated when she keeps going back to Big. I realize that maybe it's karma, maybe it's fate, or maybe simply we just can't move on because we KNOW there's so much more that 'we' can be.

What if we, all girls, have a Carrie living within ourselves and we all have our Mr. Big?

It seems like it's the only plausible explanation for nice girls who always go back to guys that are jerks (in disguise),

Either that....or we're just masochistic.

I am G(ood) F(or) N(othing).

:(

Is it better to be with someone you love without being loved back or be with someone who loves you but you don't?

I am no longer sure..

With S, I was devastated because of the first.

Now......

Shit.

How did I get here?????

Because I'm shallow.

I love B. He makes me happy but so does C and most importantly he loves me; it's certain.

But cute enough isn't good enough!

I can't decide until we meet..:( I'm sorry.

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What if S was right?

What if I am in love with love?

Dear You

如果你真的喜歡我
我希望你能夠了解
我真的會等你


there’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
there’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
it’s still a little hard to say what's going on

there’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
there’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
you step a little closer each day
that I can´t say what´s going on

stones taught me to fly
love, it taught me to lie
life, it taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball

there’s still a little bit of your song in my ear
there’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear
you step a little closer to me
so close that I can´t see what´s going on

Sandspur Opinion Column #2

Who said our soul mate has to be that one person? Maybe every person we encounter is a gift to us, they are sent to us to make us better in some way.
If nothing is ever created or destroyed in the universe, does that not mean we are the epitome forever? Let's jump back to what I talked about in my last post: we are composed of recycled 'being' of living beings.
Allow me to elaborate, let's say I, Roxanne Lo, am composed of 30% tree root, 10% moss, 35% stardust, 4% squirrel, 16% seashell etc. This is why I am more inclined to become friends with someone whose being has an equal amount of composition and why we feel complete and at ease with certain people.
If my friend (let's call her A) has 28% tree root in her system, our souls would be attracted and want to be near each other because in our past life, they were part of another being as a whole. This sense of unity brings us close together. We are best friends because our composition is at an almost identical 'frequency.'
I believe most people are aware some of their friends are comfortable with meeting new people and branching out whereas some are less comfortable doing so. This can be explained by the possibility of having a wide variety of element in a person's being because even the tiniest particle in their soul is strong enough to allow them to be interested by the other person, therefore compatible with someone even without having similar amount of composition.

Sandspur Opinion Column #1

How long does a man live, after all?
Does he live a thousand days, or one only?
A week, or several centuries?
How long does a man spend dying?
What does it mean to say 'for ever'?
-Pablo Neruda

My friend Parker believes in "The Net" theory. "The Net" theory is how one experiences their reality, and our experiences are energy. As we continue on with our lives, our memory keeps

The universe is a place where time does not exist. What I mean is, instead of saying time is a flowing river, it is more accurate to say that it is a lake with millions and millions of tributaries. This theory enables time traveling because one would be "hopping" from one stream that is parallel to another.

Maybe our

This is one of my favorite poems and I constantly refer to it. Since we can all agree that nothing in the universe is ever created or destroyed, our being is recycled along with other beings' being. Maybe we are not looking for our soul mate but soul mates. Maybe those we hold near and dear are our soul mates. What does the term 'soul mate' mean anyway?

I believe that we are composed of a whole bunch of molecules of every being you can imagine that once existed on this planet, and through death, our being is mixed and reforms us as different individuals. What I'm getting at is: we are at ease and experience a kind of closeness with certain people because we used to be One.

Tattoos & Relationships

"Beauty is Pain"

So says Bruce. What's the point of living if you don't have something to live for?

Thucydides

Remember the battle between Athens and Spartans?

Well, after my philosophy class, this got me thinking about justice versus survival.

First of all, when would people put survival before justice? What about justice before survival?

Which one would you fight for? Something that is right? Well then, what IS considered right? Intuition? Environment?

Which would you choose?