101 things in 1001 days

Reason: Using the ever fascinating tool bar named StumbleUpon! I discovered a really great blog called oh, hello friend: an inspiration blog. After admiring her photography section, I found her 101 list on her blog and realized that I have a passion for making checklists and the wonderful feeling of accomplishment. So I suppose this also helps Danni cross of #49 on her list (encourage someone to make a list). Cheers!

start date: Monday, June 7, 2010

end date: Monday, July 25, 2011

+ FAMILY & RELATIONSHIPS

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10.

11.

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15.

16.

+ CREATIVE & LEARN

+ ENTERTAINMENT & TRAVEL

+ ORGANIZE

+ FOR MYSELF

+ FOR OTHERS

+ FUN

+ BUSINESS & CAREER & MONEY

SOMETIMES..

Ignorance is bliss..I am just ranting but sometimes knowing something is even worse because it simply eats your heart away. One bite at a time.

Because I am now aware of certain things that were said and done, I will never be able to do certain things for you or say certain things to you because I feel like it's not "special" anymore - it's been done.

I also don't want to remind you of everything she's done for you...it just kills me because I can't be myself...

She was the love of your life and your true love, wasn't she? She was the girl for you, wasn't she? She was everything you ever wanted, and you said you will always love her. And that, I know, still is a well kept promise. It's one that will never, ever change.

Perhaps I'm a masochist, but this pain keeps my optimistic self in check with reality. I don't know why I constantly do this to beat myself with all these information, it's sickening really. But I am only trying to protect myself because I am so tired of getting fucked over....

Would you trust yourself if you were in my position? Would you trust me if you read the fb conversation about waiting for girls to grace your hotel room?

Apples & Trees

phocks.org

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

Thanks

I am just so happy that...
- whenever one door closes, another one opens;
- some people are just simply amazing and how I wish I knew them sooner...but better late than never!
- I get to love and be loved in return...

February 5, 2010.. Not too shabby after all.